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My grandpa passed away last week. Its really a very very big 打击 to me. I must admit that I'm not reali reali close to him and in fact I hate some of his children and their kids. Because they are rich, they are smart so their eye are on their head and look down on people. And some even worst, keep disturb people and I reali reali hate them!!!
BUT!!! I CAN SAY THAT I REALLY LOVE MY GRANDPA!!! My first oversea trip was with him. I still rem that he force me to take photo with the performers and insist them to let me wear their head accessories. And thats like 15years ago!!!
I rem that after my O level, he did asked my dad, I'm taking exam right? Fail ar?? And at that time I kinda don't like him cos he look down on mi too. But I did passed okay!! And I passed everything with good results, at least met my expectations :D
Even though he is old, but his memory is still good!!! He will prepare the angbaos by himself, and won't left out even one of us. He love mahjong!! Everytime I saw him, he is sitting at in his room playing mahjong (back at his old house), then, his new place...he will always sit at the corner of the living room to play mahjong!!
I must say that his temper is not good and he love to scold people. But I believe he is a great person :) At the age of 88 he fall and flew down the stairs but!!! you know what??? Oni 皮外伤...his bones are so strong and thats why I call him superman ah gong. He is so healthy and walk so so fast that we are not able to catch up with him!!! His hair is still black even till 'now'.
Earlier this year, during cny, he is still so healthy!!! But when I saw him on his birthday celebration, he is so skinny!!! so heartache!!! And then, his body starts to deteriorate...He then employ a maid, paid by himself!! This is another reason why I hate some of his children, being rich, but they let their father to pay himself even at the age of 90!!!! O well, none of my biz.
I still not able to overcome with the fact that I really lost my grandpa oready. I love him wearing his 背心 with blue-ah-gong-type of pants. And I LOVE HIS TEOCHEW ACCENTS!!!!! It's chim but I can understand and I so so so love that accents cos no one can speak with that accents and I won't be able to hear it already!!
And you noe what??? He seems to noe that he won't be able to stay with us anymore, he had oready prepared next year CNY angbaos oready!!! He din missed out anyone, everybody got it!!! He also prepared my cousins' wedding angbao. Lucky its within 100days...
When I'm at that temple, its so so wrong...cos in e past, when I was there, he is the one who buy all the necessary stuffs to pray my grandma but now.....haiz...same place but not e same ppl anymore...
O well, I hope times will helps to heals the wound. I hope I could overcome with it soon. 我相信啊公会在天堂看着我们保佑我们,在那里他不用再受苦了。
He is a great great person as his bones/ashes are so colorful..with green, yellow, pink and white. 只有修行的人才有的哦!!我为啊公感到骄傲!!!
Also, I wanna tell him: I've made it!!! I know you will feel happy and proud of me :D
Thx for giving me a wonderful mummy :D
okay...giv me some time to treat this wound, I believe I can :) Looking forward to my nx phase of life :)
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