damn sad...i dunno y wen 1 prob is solved another 1 will happen...y i cant live on smoothly??? y is der so mani big n small rocks in my path??? sometimes all these reali make me feel lyk crying...bt i jus dun wan to give up or i shld say i dun wan to giv up jus lyk tis...haiz... tis time round reali 船到桥头自然直...haiz......

another thing...i dunno y someone is so0 lucky...let me name e somebody as XX... XX is always so lucky til sometime it makes me envy...nobody ll go give comment or wateva bad...so e XX always feels tt wateva is correct, gd, great n full of confident....even e 'highest post' din go tel XX abt e real fact bt i noe e 'highest post' has gt it own difficulties n i dun hav e rights to do anithing...wat i can blame is i dun have luck...or blame myself tt i din get myself a new spects...ya forget it...cos even thou e 'highest post' will go tell XX e XX oso wont change e XX will oni still b ownself n enjoy e happiness...so to conclude...XX is a selfish ppl...im a suei ppl cos no matter hw mani hardwork i put in nthin ll pay back...

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it gonna be a long wordy 'weekly' post again...

labour day...went shopping wif parent, aunts n cousins....damn fun...enjoy e trip...n saw 1 erm 'tai zhu' dunno la..bt dunno y wen she c me lyk so high bt we jus hi n bye la cos im on escalator n was playing wif my cousins lol...a fruitful day :p o ya in e mornin went take photo...sienz...e photo ok la mai hiam buei pai la...lol...den after dinner sent em bac n we went bac to0 :)

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wake up DAMN early...met up wif CAB...n i dunno isit cos im to0 tired nt enuff slp or wat im still blur....CAB say 'i tot ur exam finish oready y still so blur' -_-" hw ni noe man...i blur til i scratch myself lor walau stupid rite...din let CAB noe if nt cnf say i blur queen again lor...den show CAB e photo i to0k e day b4 n e 1st sentence is "y u dun look lyk chinese? tis photo look lyk eurasian'' erm wat u want me to reply?? hw i noe lol...



CAB specially come n 'take up' my hair n c wats my earring today...(y ur so observant ar???) well same qns frm JH...wa nx time reali brin ur 42inch lcd out liao...wapian...n tink CAB tryin to cheer me up keep using tt doraemon to 'massage' n playing it wif me...lol...

CAB was having high fever for e past few days (dun worry nt e swine flu)...n CAB ask me abt e swine flu wen i say i dunno e detailed news lei i oni noe der is NTU students is at mexico n is coming back...den CAB says y i din read news de...lol...CAB 'smack' mi lol...n keep poke me lor n ask me wen i wont b tt blur...lol...say i din read news i ll go print out all news for u lor *bleah*

CAB was shocked cos of tt pack of twisties...big big pack...haha...bt u cant eat it nw..understand!!! o ya dun b sad le cos it oready happen no pt sad oso...buck up n jia you...jus try ur best... :)

i gonna get e rubik cube...*roar* i dun believe it...i jus cant return it bac...CAB damn tok gong can return in a while wth!!!! i ll buy e small de first..bleah!!!

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damn sienz...EID starts tml n everyday 'full day' damn sienz...n attendance is compulsory wtf...walau ehy...tml still gt briefing or wat la so nd to reach even earlier...troublesome...

super slpy...i dunno wat happen to my slpin hrs...cant get to slp...n slp awhile i ll wake up n cant go to slp again...den after i woke up awhile i ll feel slpy again...tot after exam period ll b beta bt it din...sad...dunno hw la...nw slpy again...tink gg to slp awhile bt den ltr at nite cant get to slp again...wtf...

cont wen i tot of anithing...cos im super slpy nw to tink of anithin...lol...

*TBC