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| 5 Aug
2nd day of sch...ok im stil nt adapt to e new environment...actually sch isn't tt bad...bt jus nt xi guan...ppl ard me is staying in hall n oni me...tis time im e wierdo...seem tt tey r havin fun in hall bt i dun hav fun for e journey thru n fro...instead i hate it...hw i wish i can go bac n study in NP e journey is much more faster n yet im complainin for e last 3yrs...sad sad sad is wat i feel nw...those modules i reali dun understand lor...those prof is either frm china or ang mo alamak i reali hav to pay attention to em if nt i ll miss lyk hell liao...lect is oni 1hr tey r gg thru frm slides n its sooooo faaaasst...my goodness!!!!frm yest til nw i stil catch no ball la...sometimes i regret y i din choose smu n instead i choose ntu wen i noe i wont adapt to their system rite nw... somehw i feel lyk givin up...y i chose local U? y i took up full time??? y dun i take up private??? y i take engrg course n my timetable is oready packed for my 1st sem imagine der is abt 3 yrs to go???wen i saw those who grad n wore tt gown...ENVY can!!!...mum noe tt im reali stress nw...so she din give me stress...instead she told me tt just try to adapt to it fast dun nd to score well n fight for e best...jus do ur best n pass...NNN 1 thing tt i reali feel so touch is....she say tt if i reali cant take it dun force myself mayb go private if i ll feel beta :) i've tot of it...if i gonna take private i may take business lyk gui jing :) mayb timetable wont b so jialak ba...ok bt since i've made tis decision myself i've to continue wif it...i mus try my best to complete tis 3yrs in ntu...unless my body reali cant take it...n i promise :p i'm nt xi guan to study w/o sl n hy...i reali miss em too much...e lect theatre environment somehw look lyk np...n sometimes i feel lyk turning to my side n tok to sl n hy n found tt tey r nt wif me animore...bt luckily i've gt ROSA wif me n wif her ard i dun feel lonely bt haiz our tut class is nt same except mon :( its time for me to b INDEPENDENT le...no hy no sl...nthin...wen i encounter prob frm modules esp maths (im takin lots of maths nw...everything is MATHS MATHS MAD) nobody can giv me tuition animore...pls la im nt those clever ppl lor...tts y i reali thx god for letting me grad frm my poly...so pls god let me pass for tis 3yrs too...im reali nt greedy tt i wan to score wat flying colours bt jus a pass...n get my cert :p haiz...nt enuff slp...nt enuff $$...nt enuff energy...i nd energy n concentration for my studies!!!!!!!PLS!!!!!! i noe some of u want to noe my perform venues..bt sori i oni gt e date bt nt al venues yet...guys who wants to noe can drop me a msg i ll tel ur those venues tt i've confirmed :o hope it wont affect my grade :) To Be Continue... |