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| 30 July
SUPER SAD AR....noe wat nx wk sch starts le :'( n everyday starts at 8.30AM lor...wth!!! n my timetable is totally screwed up la...sem 1 is always e 'freer' time lor bt den i stil hav to end late cos in between gt breaksss...n i always tink tt breaks is a waste of time...i rather u al put tgt den i can end early i can live w/o food bt cant live w/o enuff slp la... yest went sch v early too after tt din come str hme n i reach hme at ard 7.30pm im oready so slpy lor so today decide nt to go e freshmen oreientation ceremony...n i wanted to wake up late de...DAMN IT la phone keep ringing...everytime it rings i ll tio chua 1 time fed up la den i wake up...haiz... jus a few more days n i ll hav to starts sch again...is lyk din study for ard 5mths n nw bac to sch again n tis time round is much more tougher den in poly lor...lots of modules tt consists of maths...i reali ll gone mad lor...tis time w/o help frm sl n hy am i able to score well?? i tink i ll b v sad everyday so guys pls 'qian jiu' me for a few mths after i hav adapt to e life der it ll b beta le... hav a chat wif peiwen yest nite...help her on e stars planner...n we share same opinion...we LOVE NP n their system...we r both sooo scare can...to a new environment...sad tt we r nt in e same course animore...n al QME frens tt enrolled to e same course as me dun hav e same timetable... haiz...i reali prefer poly lor...cos we hav more freedom n fix class...we r able to noe new frens in jus half day time...in UNI since we dun hav fix class hw r we able to noe frens??even we can after tt particular lesson we go seperate way again so it means tt u mayb alone for a few hrs for ur breaks in between e lessons... so SCARY rite...even sherri told me tt she face e same prob too...nd adapt to it slowly lor...Sherri say tt she ll accompany me wen we hav e same break timing...bt i dun tink so lor cos her lesson is al full day no much breaks n den she gg for attachment soon... i reali miss e days in NP wen we r al tgt...weneva i go NTU i ll pass NP too so i ll tink of hy n sl...i mus reali thx em cos if i did nt meet em w/o their helpssssss i dun tink i ll b able to grad frm NP lor...thx god for givin me such a gd frens..n tis is e oni time tt i din 'mai yuan' tt tis world is nt fair to me bcos god send 2 angel to me n always b my side wen i nd em...ll u god send angel to me again??? hw i hope i can b wif em foreva...bt its impossible la...we al gg to different path...we ll b seperate so far away...haiz...lucky sl gg over nx yr so she is stil able to attend my birthday celebration...which i doubt ani uni fren ll come cos tts e mth for EXAM...n im DAMN SUEI...i gt exam on 28NOV frm 1430 - 1700..WTH...inbetween of e day..hw am i gg to celebrate??? i push it to 22NOV bt der is exam on 21 n 24NOv...everyone ll stay at hme n struggle wif their books ba hw to come??? walau reali no mood to celebrate lor...tis is e FIRST TIME tt i hav EXAM on my birthday...in poly is lyk oni normal study day e most der is a test or quiz...nw EXAM la so IMPT DE LOR...haiz... we r all so scared for e new environment...can somesome pls sen me some luck???n sen me angel!!!! mayb its time for me to learn to b independent bt it seems to b impossible...bt i ll try...sometime wen i tink of tis reali gt a feel to cry...bt cry oso no use wat so i can oni jus keep quiet n do nthin lor...i found tt i ll b v quiet wen im sad,scared...even its comedy show i ll nt hav e mood to laugh...bt in order nt to let ppl ard me find out i ll jus smile in front of em... my si qi reali comin!!! sad sad sad scared scared is wat i feel nw...even though sl n hy hav been givin me 'fu dao' bt i stil feel e same!!! so e last few days i must enjoy myself to e best...jus 4more days...i gonna go shopping,do volunteer work etc. wish me al e best n dun interrupt my last few happy days... To b continue...hope i ll bring gd news here :D |